--- title: Remember Me, My Ghost: Documenting Ireland’s Notorious Ballymun Neighborhood description: Ross McDonnell explains how his new film 'Remember Me, My Ghost' came out of his experience photographing Ireland's Ballymun housing projects. canonical: https://time.com/3789735/remember-me-my-ghost/ author: Ross McDonnell article:opinion: false article:content_tier: free article:published_time: 2012-06-26T18:00:02.000Z article:modified_time: 2026-10-01T08:45:22.925Z article:section: World og:title: Remember Me, My Ghost: Documenting Ireland’s Notorious Ballymun Neighborhood og:description: Ross McDonnell explains how his new film 'Remember Me, My Ghost' came out of his experience photographing Ireland's Ballymun housing projects. og:url: https://time.com/3789735/remember-me-my-ghost/ og:site_name: TIME og:image: https://static.time.com/v3/assets/bltea6093859af6183b/blt8be5858a1b520a1a/69879e2ef887dc6757e8bf78/img_8458.jpg?branch=production&width=1200&quality=75&auto=webp&crop=16:9 og:image:width: 1500 og:image:height: 844 og:image:alt: Ross McDonnell og:type: article twitter:card: summary_large_image twitter:title: Remember Me, My Ghost: Documenting Ireland’s Notorious Ballymun Neighborhood twitter:description: Ross McDonnell explains how his new film 'Remember Me, My Ghost' came out of his experience photographing Ireland's Ballymun housing projects. twitter:image: https://static.time.com/v3/assets/bltea6093859af6183b/blt8be5858a1b520a1a/69879e2ef887dc6757e8bf78/img_8458.jpg?branch=production&width=1200&quality=75&auto=webp&crop=16:9 ---  # Remember Me, My Ghost: Documenting Ireland's Notorious Ballymun Neighborhood > Sponsored content. 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RememberMeMyGhost_ by [Ross McDonnell](https://time.com/author/ross-mcdonnell/) ## Ross McDonnell Jun 26, 2012 6:00 PM UTC RememberMeMyGhost by [Ross McDonnell](https://time.com/author/ross-mcdonnell/) ## Ross McDonnell Jun 26, 2012 6:00 PM UTC Ballymun was meant to be a new start. Ireland’s largest social housing complex, built in the 1960s on a sprawling expanse of farmland just a half an hour from the center of Dublin, was built to clear out the last vestiges of Dublin’s inner-city tenements. But the under-floor heating, constant hot water, elevators and large apartments were shining achievements for only a short time in Ballymun’s history. With no amenities in the area and no infrastructure development, Ballymun became isolated, it’s population booming and nowhere for the people to go. Over the subsequent decades, the area became Ireland’s most notorious public housing complex, immortalized in U2 songs as a tragic and grim place, rife with crime and drug addiction. The buildings were poorly maintained, the elevators often broken, the open land between the flat blocks foreboding and dangerous after dark. A main road divided the community into factions around which criminal gangs organized. By the end of the 1990s, enough was enough. The government and community began Europe’s biggest urban regeneration scheme, dedicated to demolishing all of the existing houses and redeveloping the area completely. My new film _Remember Me, My Ghost_ came out of my experience photographing Ballymun for a project called _Joyrider_. That project began in 2005, in the middle of this regeneration scheme, when I stumbled upon a scene of post-apocalyptic abandon one Halloween night. Witnessing the transition of a group of rebellious young car thieves into a fully-fledged drug gang seemed somehow alien to Ireland, a quiet and at the time prosperous European outpost. But social alienation breeds these conditions in communities like Ballymun the world over. That truth inspired the project, on which I worked until 2008\. In 2010, when the _Joyrider_ photographs had gained recognition and I had completed my first documentary, I was encouraged to think about making a feature-length dramatic film. I went back to the area to gather material, with a commission from the Irish Film Board. I returned to Ballymun happy that my idea had found support but apprehensive. I knew that the infamous ‘block’ where I had shot the _Joyrider_ images was now gone and that the particular incendiary phase of youth that I had been privy to capture was now in the past. In my mind I understood that an audience wanted a film version of the images. But I knew this was impossible. There seemed to be no narrative in revisiting the subject matter of _Joyrider_; no beginning, middle or end to the filming I undertook with my subjects. I decided to scrap all of the work I had completed and make a fresh start: in all my time shooting in Balllymun I had never touched on the feminine, domestic perspective of life in Ballymun, something I had always felt I missed out on in editing the hyper-charged, brattish imagery of _Joyrider_. Abandoning my camera and using only an audio recorder I began recording interviews with the women of Ballymun. All of the women I interviewed, more than 12 in total and from many different generations of women in Ballymun, were strong and courageous. Many of the stories I recorded were both heartbreaking and heartwarming. A community like Ballymun has always had its trials and tribulations—crime and drug use in particular were very public scourges in the neighborhood—but behind the closed doors in Ballymun I also heard many similarities in the stories of the women, stories of domestic violence, drug addiction and absentee fathers. In the classic Irish way the interviews were long, drawn out chats over cups of tea. One interviewee however—Rachel—was able to tell her incredible life history with such clarity, in a way that stood out from everything else I had spent months searching for in Ballymun, that I felt compelled to use her story as the foundation of the film. Her story had narrative, a sense that having been through many terrible incidents in her life she had emerged on the other side to become a stronger person. With the audio edited I began filming again, asking friends and friends of friends to perform vignettes while I directed them. I was looking for moments that carried a feeling of connection to the story itself but also moments that were clearly not documentary images from Rachel’s life, drawing visual tangents between these different elements of the story. At the same time the demolition company that was in charge of knocking down many of the remaining Ballymun tower blocks granted me access to the empty buildings to photograph and film in the empty spaces before and sometimes as they were being demolished. Each one of these places, although empty, was filled with the personality and the character of the people who had lived there. I felt privileged that I might be the last person to witness these places intact. Most are now gone, returned to dust. _The film_ [Remember Me, My Ghost](http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2184263/)_, by photographer_ [_Ross McDonnell_](http://www.rossmcdonnell.com/)_, premiered at the Cork International Film Festival in November, 2011, and is screening at festivals throughout Europe this year._ ## Transcript [00:00] [ BLANK_AUDIO ] [00:09] [ NOISE ] [00:18] Whoo! [00:28] [ SOUND ] [00:37] [ NOISE ] [00:47] [ SOUND ] [00:56] [ BLANK_AUDIO ] [01:06] [ MUSIC ] [01:15] At the beginning and afla. As I moving into it. I was 21, [01:18] and 2 children. One was only a few weeks old, and [01:23] the other one would have been two. Of course [01:27] I was afraid because it was barely one, and you hear [01:29] all the stories about Bally one. Any time [01:33] I've walked through Bally one, you just see gangs of [01:36] people sitting there on the steps drinking, so I was a [01:38] bit nervous. I moved from me mother's, [01:42] I had nothing other than the kids clothes. [ MUSIC ] But [01:43] I loved it when I [01:48] moved in. It was like, I made it into a home. It wasn't [01:50] just a flat anymore. I was turning this place into a [01:53] home by putting me own personal things in. My [01:56] personal little this. A guy painted a lovely picture of a [02:00] horse and carriage on the wall and stairs sticking on [02:03] the ceiling, [ UNKNOWN ] glow in the dark. It was [02:07] lovely, cozy, cozy. [ MUSIC ] This was the two girls' [02:09] room. A set [02:25] of bunk- beds in room so they were in bunk- beds [02:28] there in their room. And the next time [02:33] I had it as a playroom for the children so it was full of [02:35] all toys. [ MUSIC ] The kids loved this room because it [02:38] was their room for them to be whoever they wanted to [02:42] be. [ MUSIC ] [02:51] The first thing you'd hear was music. Because the [02:54] children would play violin, would play cello, and we [02:58] wanted to actually play the viola. The music was always [02:59] constant. So the sound of music floating through the [03:03] flat. You'd hear it outside the door. You'd hear it [03:05] outside the window. So many bad things happened [03:09] [ INAUDIBLE ] in lovely cozy, it was real home. To [03:14] it wasn't just a head it was a home. [ SOUND ] [03:26] So moved in and grand for the first 2 weeks and [03:30] then you start seeing [03:37] whats going on in the place [ SOUND ] [ MUSIC ] [03:40] [ CROSSTALK ] You walk inside your door, [03:44] and you've got to go down the stairs, and it's just [03:46] junkies strung from one end to the other, the smell of [03:48] urine on the stairs. [ MUSIC ] At any second [03:53] be frightened [04:04] because kids have to go in [04:10] and out. There's a lovely playground outside. [04:10] Gorgeous things in it. But I wouldn't let them go down [04:12] to it. Unless I went with them. [04:19] So, my kids were brought up in a locked flat. They [04:22] weren't allowed outside. He's grounded to protect her. [04:29] [ SOUND ] [ CROSSTALK ] I met [04:33] this guy through a friend of mine. Where I was working [04:36] it was her cousin. He'd hang around outside my job [04:39] and I'd be coming out of work and he'd be there. And [04:42] me I thought he was cool. So of course I was interested [04:45] like he was cool I want to be cool as well. I [04:50] should have known straightaway like people are saying [04:52] to me he's a scumbag and [04:56] I'm like he's all right. When I met him, I already had a [04:57] daughter. So to me he was great. He was taking on my [05:00] child. I ended up having another three kids with him. [05:03] [ SOUND ] He ended up going on [05:12] drugs and got very abusive towards me and the kids. I [05:17] tried to get rid of him, I [05:28] had to get the police so when the police came up to [05:28] get him out he wouldn't leave. So they really took him [05:28] up from outside. [ MUSIC ] I remember I had to work [05:29] three jobs, because he wasn't working he was a lazy [05:32] ass. Always under labor. Now I was eight months [05:34] pregnant at this time with our daughter Well, you have [05:37] to make sure there was money there for my kids. [05:39] [ SOUND ] This [05:44] particular day I came home, I went up the stairs and I [05:45] go into the flat. And I just wanted to go to bed. I [05:50] walked in and me friend turns on was locked with a [05:52] key. And I never lock any of my doors. I just have a [05:54] thing about not locking doors. And I looked in, it was [05:57] him. And. Another 60 [ INAUDIBLE ] my friend Joan [05:59] under it all snorting heroin in front of my friend Joan. [06:04] My kids are no where to be seen. So I says where's the [06:04] kids? He says I think they're in there. So, I went in and [06:08] one of them she had locked herself in the bedroom [06:11] and Joe said want to playground. [ INAUDIBLE ] [06:11] [ MUSIC ] So I went back up with Joe and I just literally [06:12] got all of the drugs of me table and [06:17] I said to [ INAUDIBLE ] you gotta get out of here now. [06:19] How dear you sit in my home, doing drugs where my [06:19] children I said. So, I tried to get [06:26] him to leave cause he wouldn't leave. This is my house. [06:30] It's not got to do with you. This is my sons [06:34] in my name. For me and my children He said you're [06:35] not welcome here. You get out of here now. Because I [06:38] just got beat around for saying that. We [06:51] [ UNKNOWN ]. She was seven at the time. She was due [06:53] to make her holy communion. She sat me down. She [06:55] sat me down and told me. She says mummy, I [06:58] remember, she said, walking into your bedroom. She [07:00] goes, I was three. She says, I wanted a drink. She says, [07:03] and he was saying he had a knife up to your throat. [07:05] She says, I didn't know what to do cuz I was afraid, so I [07:09] just went back to my room and cried me self to sleep. [07:11] [ MUSIC ] She [07:15] says, I don't know Madison why you put up with that. [07:18] [ MUSIC ] [ NOISE ] [ INAUDIBLE ] I [07:58] stopped a gang of young kids on a stairwell who were [08:00] sitting there drinking and smoking doing drugs. And I [08:02] asked him why he's doin' it. What makes you sit here [08:06] and do that. They says this is boredom. [ SOUND ] [08:06] [ MUSIC ] This one particular day. He came up. I'm [08:07] sitting in the [08:55] flat, and [09:02] kicked the door in and came in, and straight [09:08] over gave me a punch in the face. And my daughter [09:10] she was four at the time, went up in front of him and [09:13] says, you don't hit my mommy. Well he got her. Picked [09:17] her up and shoved her from one wall. To the neck, [09:19] when she fell to the ground, he got her to the neck and [09:23] I just went hysterical like batting him. I batted him, you [09:27] can't hit my kids. [ MUSIC ] He eventually [09:35] went out the flat and came back and set fire to the flat [09:37] then. [ NOISE ] It was like, I was just sitting there [09:41] watching teddy with the kids And we heard him [09:41] banging against the door trying to get in. I [09:46] said to myself you won't get in because me dad came [09:48] up and put four locks on the outside of my out door [09:51] and on the inside like five locks. Then the kids were [09:56] saying well mommy he's kicking, he's kicking, banging [09:58] he's gonna get in. He's not going to get in. Don't mind [10:00] him I said. We're gonna stay here and don't tell you, [10:01] and just ignore him. I wasn't afraid, you know, [10:05] I mean I felt sorry for the kids because I was like, God [10:09] love them, they shouldn't have to hear this. So I'm [10:12] sitting there and it got quick like, so me daughter says [10:16] to me I'll go check and see is he gone. I says no, don't [10:18] do that, just leave. I'll check I said. She went out ahead [10:22] of me and went down the hall. Mommy, mommy she [10:22] said he's set the flat on fire she says. There's fire at [10:27] the door. I ran down to the end [10:32] of the hall, threw the towel over the fire. So then I had [10:36] to go and try to get something to lock off me meter [10:36] box in case he's on her again. [ MUSIC ] Than I went to [10:40] the phone to ring me ma, to tell her what had [10:42] happened, and he had cut me [10:46] phone line off. [ UNKNOWN ] in the flat looking out the [10:48] window, and I shouted down to some nice, excuse me I [10:48] said. I says could you call the police for me and ask [10:51] them to come up, and I gave him the address. They [10:53] had me I think on speed dial at this stage, the police. [10:56] [ LAUGH ] [ MUSIC ] They [11:00] came and told him what had happened, and there [11:02] nothing they can do. And [11:12] from that day [ UNKNOWN ] away from him fourteen [11:13] years. He stills try to contact [11:23] me believe it [11:29] or not. [ UNKNOWN ] Some people to say, why does [11:31] she stay? Not just particularly about me but about [11:34] women that's in abusive relationships. And I [11:37] understand why they stay. And I know it's a, it's a big [11:40] thing of fear, is one of them. Partado, admit to [11:44] the world that you made a [11:50] mistake. People say yes, make mistakes and you had [11:53] four children, what, why three children what, yeah, [11:56] three children. They weren't all by choice. To all men, I [11:59] don't mean that it was a mistake, I mean he [12:10] raped me. [ MUSIC ] My niece died when she was four. [12:11] She had Hydrocopolis. [ MUSIC ] When [12:16] she died I realized what it meant to be a [12:25] mother. [ MUSIC ] She came from Heaven when she [12:27] died and she shook me and said " Rachel, help my [12:29] cousin. Get them away from that" She saved my [12:33] children's lives. [ SOUND ] There's [12:46] no defense for what he done to me or to my children. [12:48] Even though it's stupid enough [12:53] to have never happened to me hapened to me. [12:54] [ MUSIC ] I was never stupid enough to take drugs. It's [13:00] really hard when you're surrounded by it because my [13:02] daughter settled in. If I could nail her into our [13:05] bedroom, I would nail her into our bedroom. Just do [13:09] exactly what our parent would done and I'm not gonna [13:13] have it. I will literally kill meself rather than let you go [13:16] down that road. I'll get there in the end. [13:20] I'll make sure she doesn't turn out the way he did. [13:21] [ MUSIC ] I think even when they take them flats [13:40] down it's [13:54] not going to change or help anyone. You [13:59] knock that building down and building that brand new [14:01] building there. Same thing will happen inside it unless [14:05] the community puts a stop to it. [14:17] Educate yourself is the most important thing. Be a [14:20] good person. Try stay away from the bad influences in [14:25] life. Everyone [14:30] makes mistakes. Learn from your mistakes. Don't [14:34] just make another [15:07] one after [15:19] you've made [15:26] that mistake. That's [15:45] it. 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