Find Out What Happens in the 50 Shades of Grey Alternate Ending

Fans of 50 Shades of Grey who let out a collective cry of despair at the end of the first movie should log on to iTunes immediately—an alternate ending is officially available.

But watching the extended ending might not help with the despair, at least for now. In the new footage, Anastasia Steele and Christian Grey are still broken up after their flogging fight, according to MTV. Both appear to be struggling through daily life, with Christian unable to pay attention in a business meeting and Ana crying in the fetal position.

Then, in the most hopeful moment, Ana sends Christian a toy glider plane with a note that says “this reminded me of a happy time.”

But to find out what happens next, fans will have to wait until February 2017 for 50 Shades Darker.

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