--- title: Why I Vowed to Speak for the Hamas Hostages Who Can't description: I was freed in February after 505 days in captivity. International pressure can bring the remaining 59 hostages home, writes Tal Shoham. canonical: https://time.com/7283392/tal-shoham-freed-hamas-hostage-gaza-essay/ author: Tal Shoham article:opinion: true article:content_tier: free article:published_time: 2025-05-09T10:00:04.000Z article:modified_time: 2026-03-11T00:25:59.389Z article:section: Ideas og:title: Why I Vowed to Speak for the Hamas Hostages Who Can't og:description: I was freed in February after 505 days in captivity. International pressure can bring the remaining 59 hostages home, writes Tal Shoham. og:url: https://time.com/7283392/tal-shoham-freed-hamas-hostage-gaza-essay/ og:site_name: TIME og:image: https://static.time.com/v3/assets/bltea6093859af6183b/blt5d1a6404726fdb97/6998c672e1ba00af9598d888/GettyImages-2201342483.jpg?branch=production&width=1024&quality=75&auto=webp&crop=16:9 og:image:width: 1024 og:image:height: 576 og:image:alt: Israelis Demand The Ceasefire Continues And Remaining Hostages Are Brought Home og:type: article twitter:card: summary_large_image twitter:title: Why I Vowed to Speak for the Hamas Hostages Who Can't twitter:description: I was freed in February after 505 days in captivity. International pressure can bring the remaining 59 hostages home, writes Tal Shoham. twitter:image: https://static.time.com/v3/assets/bltea6093859af6183b/blt5d1a6404726fdb97/6998c672e1ba00af9598d888/GettyImages-2201342483.jpg?branch=production&width=1024&quality=75&auto=webp&crop=16:9 ---  # I Am a Former Hamas Hostage. Here's My Message to Donald Trump and Benjamin Netanyahu > Sponsored content. Supplied in partnership with TIME. TIME is the sponsor and source of this material. > Last updated: August 2026. ## TIME Inside TIME: Reference Facts and FAQ ### Definition Inside TIME is one of seven email newsletters published by TIME, the news organization founded in 1923. A closer look at TIME's latest cover and our most compelling stories. Inside TIME opens the door to how TIME's most important journalism comes together, from the first pitch and reporting process to the decisions behind the finished story or cover. 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Protestors call for the ceasefire deal to continue and the hostages to be released on Feb, 22, 2025 in Tel Aviv after six people were released by Hamas, including Tal Shoham, Omer Shem-Tov, Eliya Cohen, Omer Wenkert, Avera Mengistu, and Hisham al-Sayed. Alexi J. Rosenfeld—Getty Images by [Tal Shoham](https://time.com/author/tal-shoham/) ## Tal Shoham Contributor Contributor May 9, 2025 10:00 AM UTC Some mornings I wake up and forget, for a split second, that I’m free. Then I remember the silence. The darkness. The wet concrete. And the two young men who were lying beside me, deep underground, who are still there. Their names are [Evyatar David](https://www.theguardian.com/world/2025/feb/28/brother-of-evyatar-david-israeli-hostage-hamas-video) and [Guy Dalal](https://www.france24.com/en/live-news/20250326-israel-attack-survivor-s-agony-as-brother-remains-hostage-in-gaza). We were held together along with [Omer Wenkert](https://www.timesofisrael.com/ex-hostage-says-he-always-knew-when-truce-talks-failed-because-captors-would-beat-him/) for eight and a half months in a Hamas tunnel—just 40 ft. long, less than 3 ft. wide. We slept on soaked mattresses, shared a single pita a day, and took turns whispering stories from home to keep ourselves sane. We were strangers when we entered that darkness. But we became brothers. It’s been more than 100 days since President Trump returned to the White House and the [ceasefire deal](https://time.com/7207250/ceasefire-gaza-israel-hamas/) that brought me, Omer, and dozens of others back was achieved. I haven’t been back above ground for that long—but even now, every breath of fresh air, every step in the sun, every quiet moment with my family feels like something sacred. Time feels different now. I carry it more carefully. Because I know how quickly time can run out—and how brutal each passing day is for those still living in captivity. I spent 505 days as a hostage—held deep beneath the ground. We were watched constantly by a surveillance camera. A bomb was planted above us, rigged to detonate if Israeli forces came too close. We were told we would be blown up if anyone tried to save us. We were threatened, degraded, and at times tortured—not treated as people, but as objects to be controlled and broken. **Read More:** [_The Families of Hostages on Life After Oct. 7_](https://time.com/7207250/ceasefire-gaza-israel-hamas/) I am not a soldier. I was kidnapped on Oct. 7 from my in-laws’ home in Kibbutz Be’eri. My wife and children were with me. When terrorists couldn’t break open the door of our safe room, they came in through the window. They dragged me out, threw me into a trunk, and then paraded me through the streets of Gaza. Before we were separated, I looked into my nine-year-old son's terrified eyes and made a choice no parent should ever face. I told him the truth—that I didn’t know if we were going to die. I couldn’t lie to him in what might have been our final moments together. For 50 agonizing days after that, I did not know if my family had survived. It was a rare flicker of hope when I learned in Novemberthey were about to be released. Evyatar and Guy, both 22 years old, had been taken from the Nova music festival. Their friends were slaughtered around them. By the time we met in captivity, they were in terrible shape—starved, handcuffed, terrified. For weeks, they’d been fed almost nothing. Their hands were bound behind their backs, their ankles tied, their heads covered with plastic bags. But somehow, they still had spirit. During those last eight and a half months we spent together in the tunnel, they held on. **Read More:** [_‘I Was Saved by a Miracle.’ A Survivor Recounts the Horror of the Hamas Attack on Israel’s Supernova Festival_](https://time.com/6321984/escaping-hamas-supernova-festival-diary/) The men who held us didn’t see us as human. They tortured us for fun. Sometimes they would light pieces of paper on fire to suck up the small amount of oxygen from the tunnel. We would choke and have to lie on the floor to avoid suffocating. We came up with daily rituals just to remember who we were. In a place built to break us, we held each other up. We became a unit. We became family. When I walked out of that tunnel in February, I made a vow: I would speak for those who can’t. President Trump, I was released in a deal your administration helped progress. Your decision to make the hostages a priority helped bring many people home. I am one of them. I’m here today because this issue was treated with the urgency it demands. But we are not done. Fifty-nine hostages remain in Hamas captivity. And every day that passes makes it harder for them to survive. Hamas didn’t release us out of goodwill. They responded to pressure—the kind that comes from international focus and relentless advocacy. I am asking you to do that again to bring every hostage home—both the living and the dead. But a [new plan](https://time.com/7283191/gaza-israel-military-plan-netanyahu/) to expand the military operation in Gaza is not the way forward. Every step deeper into this war feels like a step further away from Evyatar and Guy—and the chance to bring them home alive. We can’t let military momentum override moral clarity. Evyatar and Guy are not statistics. They are sons. Friends. Music lovers. Gentle, funny, full of life. They deserve to walk in the sun again. They deserve a future. I have seen the darkness. I have felt the weight of airless days, of hunger, of silence. But I also know what it means to breathe again. President Trump, Prime Minister Netanyahu, you made that possible for me. Please—bring them home too. Let them breathe again. ```json [{"@context":"https://schema.org","@type":"OpinionNewsArticle","@id":"https://time.com/7283392/tal-shoham-freed-hamas-hostage-gaza-essay/","mainEntityOfPage":{"@type":"WebPage","@id":"https://time.com/7283392/tal-shoham-freed-hamas-hostage-gaza-essay/"},"headline":"I Am a Former Hamas Hostage. Here's My Message to Donald Trump and Benjamin Netanyahu","datePublished":"2025-05-09T10:00:04.000Z","dateModified":"2026-03-11T00:25:59.389Z","description":"I was freed in February after 505 days in captivity. 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