Michael Zagaris has had an interesting trip, to say the least. His new book Total Excess covers his candid music photography, ranging from artists including the Rolling Stones and Lou Reed to the Sex Pistols. "It's kind of like it's been a visual diary, but more than that for me, it's an ongoing experience," Zagaris tells TIME.
As a child, Zagaris took photographs with his Brownie camera, but didn't have aspirations of becoming a pro photographer. Interested in sports and history, he attended George Washington University on a football scholarship and at the time, worked on Capitol Hill in California Senator Pierre Salinger's office. Previously serving as Press Secretary under Presidents Kennedy and Johnson, Salinger eventually became Robert F. Kennedy's presidential campaign manager, getting Zagaris a job in Kennedy's office. While attending law school in Santa Clara, Zagaris knew that route wasn't for him and went back to work part-time for the Kennedy campaign in 1968. "The night he was assassinated, that was it for me," says Zagaris, who was present at the Ambassador Hotel in Los Angeles on June 6, 1968. "I remember it sounded like someone let out a string of firecrackers, [photographer] Bill Eppridge was a little behind me and he ran by me... yelling '9mm,'" says Zagaris, "From then on, it was just surreal."
Dropping out of law school, Zagaris had no idea what he was going to do and wound up in San Francisco, surrounded by the 1960s counterculture. After experimenting with psychedelics and doing some soul-searching, Zagaris started going to concerts at places like the Winterland Ballroom, a legendary venue. It was the music that resonated, inspiring him. "In those days, access was really easy, I used to go to the Fillmore and I'd have a tape recorder and camera to take a few shots, [though] I wasn't thinking about being a photographer, and you'd sit backstage with the musicians."
One day, when Zagaris was hanging out with Eric Clapton, he showed the singer a contact sheet of images he took of him. Impressed, Clapton urged Zagaris to pursue photography instead of writing. "I've never been a rules guy, I've kind of always made up my own rules and kind of go with my gut," says Zagaris, "I try to shoot it from the inside out." His goal is to give viewers a perspective they wouldn't normally experience, but have always wanted to see, whether it be backstage at a concert, or in an NFL team's locker room.
Zagaris drew inspiration from photographers like Robert Frank, Diane Arbus and sports photographer Robert Riger, he set out to fully immerse himself in new experiences while capturing the moment of what he was seeing. Befriending some of the musicians he encountered, Zagaris points out that special access is built on relationships and trust.
"To really capture someone's essence, they have to feel vulnerable enough to let you in and if they let you in, you have to be ready for whatever 'letting you in' means. Sometimes depending on who and what you're shooting, it's like riding a 30 foot wave, it could be the ride of your life or it could kill you."
Outside of music, Zagaris has been prolific in shooting sports and continues to shoot as the team photographer for the San Francisco 49ers. An image that he took of 49ers quarterback Colin Kaepernick kneeling was recently featured on the Oct. 3 cover of TIME.
"The thing is, as you get older and have more experiences in life, while all of them are different, some of them are very similar and it's like, I'm constantly trying to find new angle or for me, a fresh way of looking at it and that's the biggest challenge of all. I still always want to be excited and anticipatory about what I'm doing."
Total Excess: Photographs by Michael Zagaris is available November 15 via Reel Art Press
Michael Zagaris is a photographer based in San Francisco, who is known for his music and sports photography.
Kenneth Bachor is TIME’s associate photo editor, overseeing entertainment and culture. Follow him on Instagram @kennethbachor.