--- title: From ESSENCE's Editor: Ferguson's Emotional Aftermath description: "As a Black mother, it frightens me that I have come to expect this verdict" canonical: https://time.com/3605645/ferguson-emotional-aftermath/ author: Vanessa DeLuca article:opinion: true article:content_tier: free article:published_time: 2014-11-25T19:08:11.000Z article:modified_time: 2026-08-19T07:47:33.476Z article:section: Ideas og:title: From ESSENCE's Editor: Ferguson's Emotional Aftermath og:description: "As a Black mother, it frightens me that I have come to expect this verdict" og:url: https://time.com/3605645/ferguson-emotional-aftermath/ og:site_name: TIME og:image: https://static.time.com/v3/assets/bltea6093859af6183b/blt224bb65561ee28fa/69876af3cd1bbabe996f3c04/vanessa-k-bush-0_240x340_88.jpg?branch=production&width=240&quality=75&auto=webp&crop=16:9 og:image:width: 240 og:image:height: 135 og:image:alt: Vanessa DeLuca og:type: article twitter:card: summary_large_image twitter:title: From ESSENCE's Editor: Ferguson's Emotional Aftermath twitter:description: "As a Black mother, it frightens me that I have come to expect this verdict" twitter:image: https://static.time.com/v3/assets/bltea6093859af6183b/blt224bb65561ee28fa/69876af3cd1bbabe996f3c04/vanessa-k-bush-0_240x340_88.jpg?branch=production&width=240&quality=75&auto=webp&crop=16:9 ---  # Ferguson's Emotional Aftermath > Sponsored content. 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And so we mothers of Black sons wake up to another injustice hangover, our heads heavy with the weight of absorbing too many messages that tell us, SHOW us, daily, that our loved ones have no worth in the eyes of those who are supposed to protect us. We understand the pain. We understand the anger. But we know that violence only reinforces what many already believe about us. As a Black mother, it frightens me that I have come to expect this verdict. Because it means that I have allowed myself to give up the ability to feel hope when unarmed young Black men are murdered by police officers. But like you, I will not allow this hurt to destroy me. And I will not allow it to erase the hope I still see in my son’s eyes. Oppression is fueled by helplessness. We can’t stay in that space. None of us can afford to hibernate there. So I will try to summon up the energy to fight back in ways that matter. Because yesterday I was able to sit across the table from my son, over lunch, and spend some time bonding. And this next fight has to be for the mothers who can no longer say that. I hope you will join with me in fighting for legislation to protect our children’s rights. [_This article originally appeared on Essence.com._](http://www.essence.com/2014/11/25/essences-editor-fergusons-emotional-aftermath) **_Should Ferguson Protestors be Person of the Year? 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