--- title: Author Junot Diaz Shares Story of Childhood Rape description: In a powerful and emotional essay in The New Yorker, author Junot Díaz shared his own traumatic story of childhood rape. canonical: https://time.com/5233215/junot-diaz-new-yorker-essay/ author: Jennifer Calfas article:opinion: false article:content_tier: free article:published_time: 2018-04-09T16:25:43.000Z article:modified_time: 2026-08-04T07:53:29.757Z article:section: U.S. og:title: Author Junot Díaz Shares His Emotional Story of Childhood Sexual Abuse og:description: 'I never told anyone what happened, but today I’m telling you. 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For giving voice to open secrets, for moving whisper networks onto social networks, for pushing all of us to stop accepting the unacceptable, the Silence Breakers are the 2017 Person of the Year._ by [Jennifer Calfas](https://time.com/author/jennifer-calfas/) ## Jennifer Calfas Apr 9, 2018 4:25 PM UTC  Pulitzer Prize writer Junot Diaz was photographed at his MIT office on September 12, 2013. Pulitzer Prize writer Junot Diaz was photographed at his MIT office on September 12, 2013. Boston Globe—Boston Globe via Getty Images by [Jennifer Calfas](https://time.com/author/jennifer-calfas/) ## Jennifer Calfas Apr 9, 2018 4:25 PM UTC In [a powerful essay published in _The New Yorker_](https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2018/04/16/the-silence-the-legacy-of-childhood-trauma?mbid=social%5Ftwitter), Pulitzer Prize-winning author Junot Díaz shared his painful and difficult story of rape he experienced in his childhood and how it impacted him throughout his adolescence and adulthood. Published online Monday, the emotional, first-person essay explores how Díaz experienced depression, rage and suicide attempts in his childhood, how he grappled with intimacy issues in his relationships and how the traumatic experience impacted his writing. While grappling with these issues, Díaz wrote, he wore a “mask of normalcy” to protect him, telling no one about his experience. Later in his life, however, he began to tell his partners, friends and family. And, with this essay, he shared his experience publicly: --- > “” --- Díaz, a Dominican-American writer, is professor at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. He won the Pulitzer Prize for Fiction in 2008 for his novel _The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao_. The traumatic experience, as Díaz wrote, altered his entire life, causing him to bite his tongue in his sleep due to nightmares, fall behind in school and attempt suicide. “It f—ed up my childhood. It f—ed up my adolescence. It f—ed up my whole life,” Díaz wrote. “More than being Dominican, more than being an immigrant, more, even, than being of African descent, my rape defined me.” “The kid before—hard to remember,” Díaz continued. “Trauma is a time traveller, an ouroboros that reaches back and devours everything that came before. Only fragments remain.” Díaz wrote that it wasn’t until he hit rock bottom in his adulthood that he sought help and began seeing a therapist, beginning a years-long healing process. “After long struggle and many setbacks, my therapist slowly got me to put aside my mask,” he wrote. “Not forever, but long enough for me to breathe, to live.” You can read Díaz’s full essay online [here](https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2018/04/16/the-silence-the-legacy-of-childhood-trauma?mbid=social%5Ftwitter) or in the April 16 issue of _The New Yorker_. ## Transcript [ MUSIC ] We can't all be ****. We can't all be asking for it. I am here to give you permission to be angry. This reality might not have to be our reality anymore. I felt this crushing sense of powerlessness. This is the time to take my power back. Here's my story. Uber promises. Investigation into sexual harrassment. Fox News cutting its ties with Bill O'Reilley. I felt it was my duty for the women who are silent to be brave. It's okay to stand up for yourself. Taylor Swift appearing in court today. Harvey Weinstein, the New York- People forget a lot that there's a human behind this. Someone who was very hurt and wronged. [ MUSIC ] [ CROSSTALK ] I always thought maybe things could change for my daughter. I never thought things could change for me. [ MUSIC ] Honestly, I was furious. I have had a man grope me in front of multiple collegues and I was tired of wondering if it was something I wore, I was tired of wondering if it was a vibe I was giving off and when I talked to other women they were furious too >> I felt that if I can speak out, may be if I just stand up then someone else would stand up with me >> There wasn't a place For us to report these experiences. But I sure did talk about it a lot over the years. The least I could do was actually tell my own story and validate theirs for them in a way, just as I was hoping someone much bigger than me would help validate my story. And I knew that other women Would continue to apple for jobs there and that made me feel really uncomfortable. I was afraid of the retaliation, I know the power of patriarchy. I know what men can do when their angry. They did everything that they could to prevent me from raising my concerns further. They asked me if there were other girls, maybe that he has done this too and can I go get them. I had to show them that I wasn't lying And it's like they took me for a joke. And if they couldn't stop us from talking, well, they were gonna stop everybody from listening to us. People digging into my Instagram and pulling up sexy photos as if they kind of discredited me. Well, I've seen you in committee. You're really tough. Why didn't you just hit him? Why did you let it go on for so long? I was a smart young woman that had gone to college, that knew how to fight, and I still was manipulated and conned. I felt ashamed that I hadn't spoken out sooner, not having the strength earlier on to make it stop. The feeling of being humiliated as a woman And there's a point you think is it my fault? For so long I went around harboring this ridiculous belief that because I was a non white woman in my 20s, it was expected that I would have to be treated this way. We don't have to just live like this. Few things could change from my daughter I never thought things could change from me. I'm here to give you permission to be angry, people are afraid specially women where conditioned since birth to be polite. To be nice, to be kind, to be liked to not make waves. ****. We can't all be crazy, we can't all be ****, we can't all be asking for it. And I'm telling you that all the people who stand up, all the people who speak out you are teaching people how to treat and you should not be shamed for that. The shame is not ours to hold, the shame is on perpetrator. Me Too can be a conversation starter or it can be the whole conversation. It took away the power from the predator. And placed the power on the victim. And maybe, just maybe we would be able to get a glimpse at the magnitude of this problem. The amount of people sharing the stories with me is so intense. People that were complete strangers reached out to tell very personal stories. It's What they did with this and they did a lot and not only in France in Hong kong japanese. The most months >> I feel like the day that I spoke up and I said you are a sexual harasser I changed >> some of the. Things in the night. [ FOREIGN ]. It's an honor to be the person that hey I spoke up about this. I took on the risk. And I was very humbled and I was very proud. I'm very glad now that the story has been heard. It's a direct response to that arrogance and that show of power and [ UNKNOWN ]. A sense, we won't be silenced. [ MUSIC ] ```json [{"@context":"https://schema.org","@type":"NewsArticle","@id":"https://time.com/5233215/junot-diaz-new-yorker-essay/","mainEntityOfPage":{"@type":"WebPage","@id":"https://time.com/5233215/junot-diaz-new-yorker-essay/"},"headline":"'I Never Told Anyone.' 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