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GracePointe Church: Living Between Emmanuel & Epiphany Part 3_ by [Elizabeth Dias](https://time.com/author/elizabeth-dias/) ## Elizabeth Dias Jan 29, 2015 10:49 PM UTC GracePointe Church: Living Between Emmanuel & Epiphany Part 3 by [Elizabeth Dias](https://time.com/author/elizabeth-dias/) ## Elizabeth Dias Jan 29, 2015 10:49 PM UTC Three Sundays ago in Franklin, Tenn., twenty minutes south of Nashville and in the heart of the country’s contemporary Christian music industry, pastor Stan Mitchell of GracePointe Church preached what was perhaps the most important sermon of his life. You can watch it above–start around 44:40 if you are short on time. For the past three years, GracePointe has engaged itself in a time of listening on the topic of sexual orientation and identity. It began around the time that the country star Carrie Underwood, who goes to GracePointe, spoke out in favor of marriage equality in 2012, and the Westboro Baptist picketers showed up the church. That was a time when, as Mitchell, 46, explains, the position of the church on marriage was classically evangelical. People who were not heterosexual could be members, but they could not serve on the board, lead worship or other church groups. They could be baptized and receive communion, but they could not be married or have their children dedicated. For congregants on all sides of the debate, the conversation over the past three years has been at times painful, even devastating. For Mitchell, it has been a deeply personal as well as a spiritual journey, especially as he has seen it divide friends and family. And on Sunday, Jan. 11, the church reached a conclusion, as Mitchell shared: “Our position that these siblings of ours, other than heterosexual, our position that these our siblings cannot have the full privileges of membership, but only partial membership, has changed,” he said, as many in the congregation stood to their feet in applause, and other sat in silence. “Full privileges are extended now to you with the same expectations of faithfulness, sobriety, holiness, wholeness, fidelity, godliness, skill, and willingness. That is expected of all. Full membership means being able to serve in leadership and give all of your gifts and to receive all the sacraments; not only communion and baptism, but child dedication and marriage.” With those words, GracePointe became one of the first evangelical megachurches in the country to openly stand for full equality and inclusion of the LGBTQ community, [along with EastLake Community Church](http://time.com/3668781/inside-the-evangelical-fight-over-gay-marriage/) near Seattle. The results of the conversation, he told his congregation, were not unanimous or exhaustive, but they were sufficient. “I implore you, whether you ever worship here again, or whether you come back next week happier than you’ve ever been, when all else fails, and love never fails, you are mine and I am yours, and inclusion means that we can live together in agreement and disagreement,” he said. “But if this stretches you to the point of having to compromise your soul, and you do need to separate, I would be a hypocrite to say I do not understand that, because conversely, my soul has been stretched to the point that if I do not say what I say today, I cannot be here any longer.” The way that Mitchell explains the shift is almost as significant as the move itself. Marriage equality was not the starting point of his sermon. For 45 minutes, the pastor explored a story from the gospel of Luke when, after Jesus’ death, two of his disciples are traveling on the road to Emmaus and meet a resurrected Jesus, but do not realize it is him. The disciples then tell Jesus the story of Jesus’ own crucifixion. Jesus responds by telling them the entire Scriptures, but even then they still don’t realize who he is. The story climaxes when the disciples finally have a moment of Epiphany, a term for divine revelation, when they are breaking bread with Jesus. Mitchell used this story in his sermon to point out that faithful people can know Scripture deeply, and even be staring at Jesus, and still not understand what the word of God is saying. “Even the presence of God and a Bible in your lap doesn’t give an epiphany,” he told his congregation. “You do not look full in the face of Jesus when you are reading the text or looking at the sunrise, but if though the sunrise and through the text you are compelled to read and look up, see and look up, … if you don’t look up, even Jesus can read the Bible to you and you won’t see him.” This passage from Luke is not the typical Biblical text that evangelicals use when talking about understanding sexuality. Usually the Apostle Paul’s condemnation of homosexuality, not the gospel stories of Jesus himself, are the trump card. But Mitchell’s is a Biblical argument, one that seeks to take seriously the meaning of Jesus’ message and understand it as a living, dynamic way. Evangelical opponents of marriage equality don’t see it this way. After TIME published [a feature on the national scope of this evangelical shift](http://time.com/3668781/inside-the-evangelical-fight-over-gay-marriage/), some opponents claimed that evangelicals who are now openly welcoming to LGBTQ congregants no longer uphold the Bible’s teachings. The Family Research Council’s vice president Rob Schwarzwalder wrote, “Those professed Evangelicals who are willing to jettison the Bible’s teaching regarding homosexuality can no longer claim to be persons of the Gospel–Evangelicals.” Boyce College Biblical Studies professor Denny Burk blogged, “Can they in any meaningful sense be considered bellwethers for a movement defined by convictions that they have largely abandoned? I don’t think so.” But churches that are shifting, like GracePointe and EastLake, are not only retaining their faith, they are also using their very evangelical roots to come to these new decisions. There are four hallmarks of evangelicalism, according to the historian David Bebbington–Biblicism, a high view of Scriptural authority; crucicentrism, a focus on the sacrifice of Jesus; activism, living out this gospel message; and conversionism, transforming their own lives. Mitchell’s sermon pays tribute to all four of these, especially in his very high view of Scripture. It’s clear that GracePointe’s shift rests on study of and belief in the Bible. Mitchell’s interpretive methods rely heavily on textual analysis and even ancient word translation, two traditional elements of evangelical preaching. It may be a different reading of Scripture than evangelicals like Burk or Schwarzwalder or even Southern Baptists like Russell Moore use to shape their ethical outlook, but its evangelical core is hard to ignore. “Who has the copyright on the word evangelical?” Mitchell tells TIME. “I didn’t know there was a papacy on this.” GracePointe’s move is not without concrete consequences. January giving usually is about $100,000–so far this month the church has brought in an estimated $52,000\. When GracePointe began the listening process in 2012, Sunday attendance averaged 800-1000\. The Sunday he preached the inclusion sermon, attendance was 673, and two weeks later, it was down to 482\. “It’s a gut punch,” Mitchell says. “I know a year from now, I’m going to feel a whole lot better, but right now it is just hard.” For now, spiritual and Biblical convictions are pushing GracePointe and its pastor forward. Pastors are coming to him quietly and undercover from all over town, he says, to talk with him about how to have this conversion in their own evangelical churches. And, while a three-year conversation is ending, another one is just beginning. “Could you be a church in Selma and not march, just handle your own community?” Mitchell asks. “I don’t think I can do that. We are on the front edge of a movement that means so much.” _Read next:_ [_How Evangelicals Are Changing Their Minds on Gay Marriage_](http://time.com/3669024/evangelicals-gay-marriage/?xid=time%5Freadnext) [_Listen to the most important stories of the day._](http://time.com/newsletter/the-brief/?sl%5Fautoplay=true&xid=spl-fullbrief-article) ## Transcript [00:00] Well I want to take up where I left off last week. With a [00:03] story of epiphany that happened after Jesus' [00:05] resurrection from the dead. We've talked a lot about [00:09] this story, but there's so much in this story that I can't [00:11] possibly unpack it all in one week. So we're going to hit [00:14] it again and I want to show you some really important [00:16] stuff. And it's going to lead to an incredibly important, [00:20] perhaps. One of the more important ten minutes in the [00:23] life of our church at the end of the service. But to lead [00:27] to that moment let's look to this idea of epiphany. And [00:31] let me make a statement about epiphany. The sermon [00:34] series has been between Immanuel and epiphany, and [00:37] we'll explain more about that if you haven't been here. [00:40] But I wanna make this statement about epiphany, [00:42] which means appearance, Emmanuel which means [00:44] God with us. If God's appearance does [00:49] not create God's presence, then [00:54] God's disappearance does not remove God's [00:57] presence. If God's appearance does not create [01:01] God's presence, then God's disappearance does not [01:03] negate God's presence. And by appear, the emphasis [01:08] is greatly on the eye of the beholder. The idea of [01:11] appearance implies that we are the ones [01:15] who allow God to appear or disappear. It's all about [01:17] our eyes. Now, presence, the presence of God's [01:20] ubiquitous. The presence of God is dependent upon [01:22] the character and nature of God. God's everywhere. So [01:25] God's always present. But to the end that God appears [01:29] and manifests and we experience God, that, [01:34] to a great extent, is upon us. So, let's look back to the [01:38] story of the Emmaus bound disciples, and let's go [01:41] through some things here quickly. Luke 24 ,. And [01:46] we're gonna look at verses 13 through 16. Now watch [01:48] this. After the resurrection Sunday afternoon [01:52] after he got out of the grave that morning and behold [01:56] two of them disciples were going that very day to a [01:58] village named Ameus. Which was about seven miles [02:02] from Jerusalem. Hearts broken they're headed back to [02:05] their lives. Jesus is gone. And [02:09] they were talking with each other about all these things [02:12] which had taken place. While they were talking [02:16] and discussing Jesus himself, not just Jesus, Jesus [02:20] himself, the author's trying to emphasize something [02:23] here. And you know what's being emphasized? [02:25] Presence. Jesus himself approached [02:30] and began traveling with them. Can we all agree, that's [02:33] Emmanuel. That's Jesus with them. [02:38] That's God with them. Now, they have [02:42] Emmanuel and he is with them. Verse 16, interesting [02:46] verse. But their eyes were prevented [02:50] from recognizing him. Now I want to say something [02:53] about that. There eyes were prevented from [02:57] recognizing him. What's that mean? Do a little work [03:00] here of interpretation. What does it mean that their [03:04] eyes were prevented from recognizing him? The [03:05] question then is. What was preventing their eyes from [03:10] recognizing him? We're not sure [03:15] because this is interpretable in a couple of ways. The [03:20] King James version, I'm going to show you how [03:22] different translations deal with this. Even the original [03:25] Greek syntax does not give us all of the answer. Cause [03:29] language never captures it just points. But the King [03:32] James version that I grew up with says their eyes were [03:36] holden that they should not know him. Now their [03:41] eyes were holden that's good old Shakespearian [03:43] language but I can work through that. I know what it [03:45] means. Their eyes were covered somehow. But listen [03:49] to this. That they should not know him. The should [03:53] there, least from my background, the should sounds [03:55] like God's involved. When you start getting into shoulds [03:58] and shouldn'ts, that feels like God's there. Because [04:01] that's what, how God kinda felt to me. You should do [04:04] this, you shouldn't do that. The New [04:08] King James cleans it up on the front side. That eyes [04:11] were holden, it clarifies for modern parlance and says, [04:15] their eyes were restrained. Well, restrained. [04:19] That feels like there's an external thing, at least, [04:22] maybe someone restraining them. Their eyes [04:26] were restrained. So that they did not know him. So, the [04:30] New King James takes the should not off, so I kind of [04:32] lose a little bit of the divine thing. And it simply says so [04:36] that they didn't know him. And you feel a little [04:39] difference between they should not know him and they [04:41] did not know him. But, at least the New King James [04:45] says it was, there was a restraining. But, again, why. [04:48] How were they restrained? Who was doing the [04:50] restrained?? All right. New century version and NIV, [04:54] same, same phrase. They were kept from recognizing [04:59] him. And what's that feel like to you? I mean it's the [05:03] bible, so you know god's involved. They were kept [05:06] from recognizing him. Could you imply there that it was [05:10] God who was keeping them? Can you prove that it was [05:14] God who was keeping them? No, because there may [05:16] have been other things involved. New Living [05:20] Translation, as it often does, makes a strong [05:24] commentary. For those who like decisiveness you'll like [05:28] the new living translation. You may disagree with it but [05:31] it makes. It doesn't just do translation [05:36] it pretty strongly sometimes does interpretation. I'll tell [05:39] you what. I'll show you what I mean. Listen to the [05:43] translation. But they did not know who he was because [05:47] God kept him from recognizing him. [ LAUGH ] There [05:50] you go. There you go. You see translations? [05:55] Now what I'm trying to tell you today is you only need [05:59] to read the King James version. [ LAUGHTER ] [06:03] We laugh about that because we've all been through [06:05] that and had that sensibility, but, to their defense, our [06:10] forbearer who were sincere in that, this is why. And [06:14] then the ones who finally realized that it was not the [06:16] most scholarly academic of all of our translations they [06:20] almost do the same thing by replacing it with the NRSB [06:23] or NASB or the NIB and say this one's the one. You see [06:25] why and everybody brings their Bible and I say lets [06:29] turn to Luke 24. If you were reading with me and I was [06:32] reading can you see how different translations could [06:34] lead to? All right. CEV backs [06:39] off a little bit and says, but they did not know who he [06:41] was. Oh. CEV literally does the exact opposite of the [06:45] NLT. The CEV says, we're backing out, we're not gonna [06:48] make a decision. We'll just tell you, the least we know, [06:51] they didn't know who he was. [ INAUDIBLE ] Thank you, [06:54] CEV, for letting me do my interpreting for the context [06:57] of the story and the context of my heart. Message. I [07:01] like Eugene Peterson. He's a great, good scholar, great [07:05] professor, and a wonderful pastor. People don't know [07:08] that about him. One of the most influential books in my [07:10] pastoral life. With his book the contemplate of Pastor, [07:14] Peterson stays out of the fray too. He's a pastor, not [07:17] just a scholar. He stays out of the fray and says they [07:19] were not able to recognize him. Scholars [07:24] are divided, and I am too because I could argue it [07:28] either way. And I think both ways would be okay. I [07:34] do not put it past God to sovereignly, for whatever [07:37] reason, cover the eyes. To [07:42] cover the eyes of someone in a circumstance like this. I [07:46] don't put that past God. I can tell you there was a time [07:49] in my life that I thought that's the way God sovereignly [07:52] operated always. Meticulously controlling everything. [07:59] Got tired of that idea of meticulous control and it didn't [08:02] make sense of me so I went to the other side of. You, [08:05] know a, a full process or open theism a friend of mine [08:09] Greg Boyd, or a friend not of mine but a friend to me [08:13] through books and a mentor, a real op, a great guy on [08:16] this open theism. It's the opposite of reform [08:19] predestination all of that. He's coming in February. But [08:21] I went all the way over to that side, processed theology [08:24] and said God would never do that. So if there was a [08:28] time when God always did that, meticulously controlled [08:31] everything and then you react, I mean that's what the [08:32] twenties were for isn't it? And the thirties. Hopefully [08:37] not the forties. But I react and say He doesn't control [08:40] anything. Now the older I get, almost [08:45] forty- seven, I'm no sage, but you begin to accumulate. [08:48] Some convention, maybe not wisdom but the [08:53] less that I use the words always and never in a [08:57] sentence with God. I just, I don't do a lot of always and [09:01] nevers with God. And so, I'm not putting it past. [09:05] Maybe I'm not putting it past that God's the one who [09:07] covered their eyes. Maybe the NLT is right, don't know. [09:10] get it. I also know that [09:16] people can be kept from seeing God's presence by [09:21] something other than the sovereignty of God. People [09:24] can be kept from seeing God's presence by their own [09:26] pain. Tears can [09:31] create a prism. Through which you sometimes [09:35] see more clearly, sometimes you see less clearly. Their [09:41] boat was sinking and he came walking on the water [09:44] and the Bible said they thought it was a demon. King [09:47] James cleans it up a little bit, he thought it was a ghost. [09:49] No they thought he was a demon. I mean they, they [09:51] looked at Jesus and Jesus through tears looked like a [09:54] demon. They were experiencing a [09:59] Emmanuel but there was no epiphany. Emmanuel [10:03] is about your safety. Epiphany is about your peace. [10:09] You are safe because God is with you. You [10:13] sense safety and can be peaceful. If you see that. [10:19] But those aren't always the same. And, and I wanna tell [10:21] you this, their boat was filling up with water, he came [10:24] walking on the water. They saw him as a demon, [10:27] because that's what tears do sometime. They skew [10:29] your vision. I mean, how many of you, through tears [10:33] and pain ,. Have not been able to receive love, and [10:36] even pushed it away like it was hate. And it had [10:38] nothing to do with what was being offered or present [10:41] to you. It was your own eyes. But we know that. But [10:45] I just want to say they had no peace when they saw the [10:49] demon. But I want to tell you something, they were [10:51] completely safe. [ INAUDIBLE ] Because your safety [10:53] doesn't depend upon your perception. It depends [10:56] upon God. And God is with you. That's Emmanuel. [11:01] I can't promise you epiphany and peace today, cuz [11:05] that's a journey. It's a rollercoaster. We all go through [11:08] that cycle. I can promise you Emmanuel today. I [11:12] know the difference between those two things even [11:14] familiarly with my little girl, because I remember when [11:17] Nina began to push early that she wanted to play in [11:20] the front yard without me out there micro or controlling [11:23] it. And she wasn't old enough, she didn't have the [11:26] chops to play in the front yard. It was too close to a [11:28] dangerous road there, Oxford Glen. But she wanted to [11:32] so badly that one day I gave her some wings John I [11:34] said go play. And she was there [11:39] in the yard sans me to her [11:44] perception. But I was standing Thelma at [11:48] the door with my hand on the knob peering through [11:50] the window. And I want you to know she had [11:54] no epiphany of dad, but she had dad's Emmanuel, [11:59] I was there and I want you to know in spite of her not [12:03] sensing my presence she was safe because at any [12:07] moment if she would have headed toward that road [12:08] [ NOISE ]. Should have been safe. And I want all [12:12] of you today who are experiencing the peace of [12:17] safety to celebrate that. I want those of you [12:21] who do not have the peace of safety to hear me. [12:24] You're safe. and if you can't [12:28] believe it for yourself, let someone believe it for you. [12:31] And then you can do that for us when we go through [12:34] our time. Hmm. [12:41] So 17th verse of same chapter, Luke 24. Lot in [12:45] this. Jesus asked them, he's [12:50] present, what were you talking about as you walked [12:53] along? I love that about him, that he does not [12:57] interrupt the spiritual journey with epiphanies because [13:01] it seems here that even Jesus values [13:05] process more than epiphany. And he does not [13:09] circumvent holy processes and journeys and force [13:13] people to the end result of epiphany. A lot of good [13:17] work happens between Emmanuel and epiphany. So [13:23] Jesus asked him, what were you talking about as you [13:25] walked along? The two of them stood there looking [13:29] sad and gloomy and Emmanuel does not that [13:33] you're not gonna be sad and gloomy. Epiphany [13:38] will take care of your sad and gloomy. Emmanuel [13:42] doesn't always. They were present with God, [13:46] God was present with them. But he had not appeared [13:50] because they did not see. Their eyes were holding and [13:55] they were sad and glooming. Then the one, named [13:59] Cleopas, asked Jesus. I mean, he's a little incredulous [14:03] here and maybe even condescending. The text doesn't [14:05] give us the tone, but I could hear it. I mean they're [14:08] hurting and this guy is ignorant to what [14:12] has just broken their heart. If you've ever been in a [14:14] really devastated place and somebody comes in [14:17] absolutely ignorant to that you can be a little bit short [14:21] in your response to them. So I could hear this very [14:24] reasonable are you the only person from Jerusalem [14:28] who didn't know what was happening there the last [14:30] few days? Are you kidding me? You [14:35] feel that way when you're in the hospital with your [14:38] dying or hurting loved one. You feel that way when [14:40] you're in the hospital bed and you look out the window [14:43] and see everybody laughing and happy. There's [14:46] something inside of you that says how in the world can [14:48] life keep going on like that? With me here hurting. And [14:54] we know it's, we, we know that we; ve gotta control [14:56] that and it's not their fault. But you feel it. Are you the [15:00] only? They're talking to Jesus, [15:05] and I want to tell you some of our prayers sound just [15:08] like this. They're not the only ones who talk to [15:12] Jesus this way, we talk to Jesus this way, do [15:18] you not care what I'm going through? Anybody [15:25] here ever looked up and said do you see me? [15:27] [ INAUDIBLE ] Are [15:31] you the only one, God, [15:36] Creator, Boss, are you the only one in the universe [15:41] who doesn't see my broken heart? This [15:45] is not an uncommon prayer and that's what it is when [15:48] you're talking to Jesus. And they're talking to Jesus. [15:51] Next verse. Jesus doesn't interrupt [15:55] the process. And he doesn't say, are you kidding me? [16:00] I mean, look here. He's [16:04] gripping his hands around nail prints at this moment. [16:07] And Cindy he doesn't even. Smart [16:12] Alec, or not, he doesn't even look at them and say. If [16:20] he would've they probably would've felt dumb, bad. [16:25] He doesn't do that. Religion can do that, make you feel [16:29] really small in order to make God look really big. Bad [16:31] religion. He looks at them [16:36] still stopped short of epiphany and then he looks at [16:38] them and says, what do you mean? Oh, he's [16:43] a master therapist and [16:47] this isn't just famed rogerian therapy where you let [16:50] them do all the work and you stay out of it. But he, [16:55] even God knows that he doesn't [16:59] do the conception of your spirituality. He doesn't even [17:03] have the baby for you. But as I often say, he is a [17:06] midwife who stands. Tenderly, [17:11] respectfully, at the border of the process. Contiguous [17:15] to it, but not over controlling it. What [17:22] do you mean, talk about it? They answered, those [17:25] things that happened to Jesus from Nazareth, by what [17:28] he did and said. He showed that he was a powerful [17:30] prophet who pleased God and all the people. Then the [17:34] chief priest and our leaders had him arrested. And [17:37] Jesus holding his fingers against the prince tighter [17:41] now. He wraps his arms against [17:46] the robe and still feels the tenderness. Of a hole [17:50] in his side. Then the chief priest and our leaders had [17:53] him arrested and sentenced him to die on a cross. We [17:59] had hoped that he would be the one to set Israel free. [18:02] We were so disappointed. They were disappointed [18:08] in the presence of Jesus. Emmanuel. But [18:13] it has already been three days since all of this [18:15] happened. And I wanna say this. Not all of the text [18:19] and scripture about women's roles [18:23] in society, life, and the church are found in first [18:27] Timothy and first Corinthians 11 or first Corinthians [18:29] 14, the dominant text. Here's a text about women's [18:33] roles. Some women, [18:37] here's, here's a text about what women of faith, not [18:40] just in the church, but in society. A [18:44] commentary had already been made because when [18:47] Jesus got out of the grave, the first ones he showed [18:50] himself to. were women. And then he sent [18:55] them, apostle ahs, apostles. You can make them small [18:57] A all you want to. But he sent them, first ones, [19:01] harbingers of his resurrection. And they [19:05] went out and these guys tell Jesus when the women in [19:09] our group surprised us. They had gone to the tomb [19:11] early in the morning. But they didn't find the body of [19:14] Jesus. They came back saying they had seen a vision [19:16] of angels who told them that he is alive. And [19:23] we didn't believe them. Silly women. And [19:29] some men from our group went to the tomb, and they [19:32] found it just as the women had said, but they didn't [19:34] see Jesus like us. So, [19:39] women see Jesus, men go to the same spot [19:43] and don't see Jesus. The women [19:47] say, we believe he's alive, the angel said [19:51] so. The men say, we didn't see anything, and these [19:55] men believe the men. Do [19:59] whatever you wanna do with that, but that's a good [20:01] text. And [20:03] I wanna tell you about these fellas. Then Jesus asked [20:07] the two disciples why can't you understand? How can [20:10] you be so slow to believe all that the prophet said? [20:13] Didn't you know that the Messiah would have to suffer [20:15] before he was given his glory? Jesus then explained [20:19] everything written about himself in the scriptures. I [20:22] wanna say this, now they not only have Jesus, they [20:24] have Jesus with the bible. And they still didn't have an [20:28] epiphany, because even the presence of God and a [20:30] Bible in your lap doesn't given an epiphany. You gotta [20:34] look up from the book into the face. Whatever the [20:37] medium, whether it's nature, your family, tradition, [20:40] reason, scripture, whatever the medium, the medium [20:44] is not the thing. If you make it the thing, it's an idol. [20:47] You don't look full in the face of Jesus when you're [20:49] reading the text or looking at the sunrise. But if [20:52] through the sunrise and through the text you are [20:54] compelled to read and look up. See and look up. [20:57] There's always got to be a sense of not just reading, [21:00] but there's got to be a contemplate of sense, a [21:03] prayerful sense tells me I will read and then look up. [21:06] That's what we mean by prayerfully read the text. [21:09] Pause. You're not just trying through the book in a [21:11] year. You're not trying to get the boxes checked off. [21:14] You're trying to read and look up. And, if you don't [21:17] look up, even Jesus can read the bible to you and you [21:19] won't see him. There's a lot of good stuff in here, isn't [21:23] there? He explained [21:27] about himself in the Scriptures beginning with the law [21:29] of Mose in th books of the prophets. And [21:33] when the two of them came near the village where they [21:35] were going Jesus seemed to be going farther. They [21:39] begged him stay with us it's already late and the sun's [21:42] going down. So Jesus went into the house to stay them, [21:47] he didn't stay because they saw the resurrected Christ [21:49] or had great faith, he stayed, and [21:54] they were set up for an epiphany because these [21:56] faithful men were good men, they may not have known [21:59] and they may not have understood, and they might not [22:01] had the perfect disposition of faith concerning the [22:03] resurrection but they were decent human beings. Who [22:06] said to a guy they had barely known, I think Jesus [22:10] may have even liked it better when they invited him [22:14] into the house because they thought he was a stranger, [22:17] than if they would have invited him into the house to [22:19] worship him. As a matter of fact, I think that's how the [22:22] whole business of the Kingdom sets up. Cuz [22:27] there's a lot of us that would do really good thing if we [22:29] knew it was Jesus. But he said as much as [22:33] you've done onto the least of these, or didn't do onto [22:35] the least of these you did or didn't do it onto me. [22:37] [ UNKNOWN ] [22:39] said we entertain angels unaware. Let me one- up [22:42] that. We entertain God unaware. After [22:48] Jesus set down to eat, he took some bread, he blessed [22:52] it and broke it, and then he gave it to them. At [22:58] once they knew who he was, but he disappeared. We [23:06] are as a church a eucharistic people, communion, [23:09] Lord's supper, Lord's table, whatever you call it, [23:12] doesn't really matter to me. But we are a people of [23:17] bread and wine and texts like this are so important to [23:21] us. Because he had been with them just a few [23:25] nights before. And as he broke their heart with the [23:28] impending news of his death, he reached over and [23:30] took a piece of bread and he broke it, and he said this [23:33] is my body, and he gave it to them. And he knew what [23:36] he was doing at this moment. No epiphany. But [23:40] the thing that took them from Emmanuel to epiphany. [23:43] Was when we could bear it no longer he reached over, [23:46] took a piece of bread, and with those same hands he [23:52] broke it. And I've always wondered, I mean the prints [23:55] were here and here. And they [23:59] were post resurrection. I've wondered if he finally took [24:03] his hands out of the pocket. Out of his pocket. Because [24:08] when they saw him break bread it wasn't just the way [24:12] his fingers gripped the bread, they saw the prince. [24:20] The [ UNKNOWN ] still saying that this was a [24:24] sovereignty of God said they were allowed to recognize [24:26] Jesus. I don't know. [24:32] All I know is that when they saw who he was. The [24:36] story doesn't end. I want [24:40] in my faith journey I want the crescendo of the story [24:44] to be. Building, building, building, building, building he [24:49] broke bread and they saw him. I [24:53] want epiphany and appearance to be the crescendo [24:56] and yet it's not in this story. We read it and tell [25:01] it that way but it's not. The story [25:05] doesn't say walking along Jesus, came to read [25:08] scripture, interacts with them, does soul work, comes [25:12] into the house, breaks bread, drum roll, and [25:17] they see him and they partied all night long. in [25:21] a holy way, of course. [ LAUGH ] [25:24] They celebrated all night long, crescendo. No, no, no, [25:28] it's not the way the text reads. The text does not even [25:31] set up, they saw him as the crescendo. The text says, [25:35] and as soon as they saw him, so you know that seeing [25:38] him's not the crescendo because it's in this phrase. [25:41] And as soon as they saw him [ APPLAUSE ] drum roll. [25:44] Here's the crescendo. You want the crescendo of faith [25:47] and the story of Immanuel and Epiphany? And as soon [25:49] as they saw him? Disappeared. Disappeared. I [25:57] have been there. And I will read you my soliloquy [26:02] now, for time's sake. I [26:06] have been there haven't you? Just about [26:10] the time I feel like I've got God. Just [26:16] about the time I've wrapped my mind around and dug [26:18] my fingers into Jesus. Just about [26:23] the time that I feel that this is the fullest and crescendo [26:25] of faith. God goes, Glenn, and disappears on me. [26:31] I didn't say God leaves me. That's Emmanuel. That [26:36] never happens. But [26:41] I have eyes and I have a soul and I have a heart that [26:43] needs peace, and, Amy, sometime he disappears on [26:47] me. Or I disappear him, on him. My [26:53] life with God has been a strange, virtually [26:56] unpredictable mix of appearances and [26:58] disappearances. My life with God has been a complex [27:02] ad mixture of epiphanies and vanishings. Jesus [27:08] told his disciples. That his disappearance, [27:14] his most heart- breaking disappearance on a cross [27:17] and a grave. Jesus told them in John 14 [27:21] it was in their best interest. I have told you that I am [27:25] going to disappear. Go away and it has made you sad. [27:31] He told Mary after his disappearance and [27:34] reappearance. We call it a resurrection. He told Mary, [27:40] don't hold on to me. Mary wanted the [27:44] crescendo to be the appearance, the resurrection. But [27:47] the appearance, the resurrection, was not the [27:49] crescendo. Lest he would have said as the resurrected [27:52] Christ, I'm back. And if he would have stayed in [27:56] that form he could have taken over the world and we [27:58] would worshipped him, wouldn't we? But [28:04] he took her and others out to a mountain and [28:07] disappeared into the heavens. He [28:12] told Peter on the eve of his crucifixion. Let [28:17] not your heart be troubled and that's the most [28:19] important phrase in the whole deal. Let not your heart [28:21] be troubled and when Jesus looks at you and says [28:24] don't let your heart be troubled you know what's [28:26] coming is not going to be the most enjoyable thing. [28:31] When Jesus braces you and says, based upon what I'm [28:34] about to say to you, sit down, get ahold of yourself, get [28:38] ahold of your heart, don't let your heart be troubled. I [28:43] go. I go. And [28:49] he spent a good part of my life agoing. Whether [28:54] it's sovereignty and divine coverage, or tears [28:59] and paralyzing heartbreak, God has spent a good part [29:03] of my time agoing. But if [29:07] I go, Jesus said, I will come again. Now, [29:12] there's the benefit of 47 over 37, and I'm guaranteeing [29:15] you 57 has some benefit over 47. Paul said the outer [29:18] man perishes but the inner man's renewed. What's lost [29:22] here you get on the other side. We don't always feel [29:26] like it's e, equal compensation. But that's when we [29:30] drag our old tired bodies into church, because this is [29:32] where we're reminded what we're losing here is [29:35] nothing compared to what's found. And as Godric said, [29:38] all the death that ever were could scarcely fill a cup set [29:41] next to the river of life that runs in me. Let [29:47] not your heart be troubled. I go. But if I go, [29:52] I will come again, and that's what time affords. There's [29:55] been enough goings and comings again that the next [29:58] time he goes on me ,. It's [30:01] not easy but I have a sense of Emmanuel even in the [30:05] absence of epiphany. You remember in your life every [30:07] time there was no epiphany? John you thought you lost [30:11] Emmanuel. But you get enough of those returns, those [30:15] coming agains that in the absence of. I'll tell ya, [30:19] I revel in epiphanies. [ INAUDIBLE ] But in the absence [30:22] of them, I don't fall apart any more for lane. I just go [30:25] sit in a manual. And I say with Job, forward, [30:30] backward, right, left. I can't feel Him, but that doesn't [30:32] mean He's not here. Mm. Though [30:39] I understand academically, Scripturally, and [30:41] theologically that I live in a different part of the [30:43] Judeo- Christian story. The age of the church, the end [30:46] dwelling of God's holy spirit. I am not [30:51] among those who can touch nail prints and wounds [30:53] inside. But even with the residence [30:58] of God's ultimate Emmanuel not with us but in us, the [31:01] holy spirit. I must ay my journey with God is not unlike [31:05] those who followed him along the dusty paths of old [31:07] Judea and Galilei. My life has been [31:11] a mixture of profound epiphany, appearances, [31:15] showings and manifestations yes. But the [31:19] life of this ordained clergy man has also been filled [31:22] with disappearances and vanishing. That had been [31:27] justice profound. disappearances and absences [31:31] prevented eyes, inability to touch feel or have faith, [31:35] spiritual paralysis. Why? Why [31:41] I've asked does this happen to me? Well there was a [31:45] time I blamed this disconcerting inconsistency on [31:47] myself. Coming from a strongly [31:52] fundamentalist fear based view of God. Any [31:56] time the disappearance happened. Any time there was [31:58] a loss of epiphany. I knew the deficiency was mine. [32:01] There were enough frailties, sins, and character flaws [32:04] in me to justify the conclusion that my inability to hold [32:07] the embrace, keep settled the answers, to see God [32:10] clearly at all times was completely due to my [32:14] defectiveness. God had good reason to be agoing from [32:16] me. Couldn't stand me. But, [32:22] then, thankfully, I heard people of great holiness like [32:25] St. John of the cross describe their dark nights of the [32:28] soul. And I realized [32:33] that they did not deserve God to leave them in [32:35] epiphany form. And [32:38] so maybe it wasn't true. So I entertain the thought [32:42] in those sophomoric days that it was God who was [32:45] responsible for all of this appearing and disappearing, [32:47] but not in a sovereign, loving way. I begin to think that [32:51] He was playing with us. The Divine Mad Professor. [32:55] The, that laboratorium who treated us like his rats, [32:58] amusing himself with our struggles. That was CS Lewis' [33:03] cosmic sadist. Thank God, that didn't make sense for [33:07] long. It would be easier to believe in no God than to [33:10] believe that the primal cause of all things was evil. [33:14] Mike, it just didn't make sense. Thank God, I couldn't [33:16] hold that thought. So, how about no [33:20] God? Marx was right, you [33:24] can't live through your teens and 20s, or even 30s [33:27] without doing this, and if you don't do it there, you're [33:29] gonna have to do it later. And I'll guarantee you, the [33:31] splits are a whole lot be, easier to learn at nine than [33:34] they are 53. And so I thought, well, maybe there's [33:38] no God. Maybe Marx is right, it's all a drug. These [33:40] religious sentiments are just our mind's way of keeping [33:43] us from the pits of nihilism. The philosophy that there's [33:46] no ultimate meaning in life, just organic, maybe it's just [33:51] a psychological survival mechanism to keep my soul's [33:54] nose above the water and all of the struggle and [33:56] religious cataclysm is just that. But [34:02] I kept pressing. And I don't know whether if I couldn't [34:06] let go of it or it couldn't let go of me. I think probably [34:09] the later. And like [34:13] a flickering light bulb in a long haul without windows or [34:16] doors, God's appearances on and off [34:22] have been my journey. But I have learned in this long [34:26] hallway to keep walking. And [34:31] enough of these flickers on sometimes there are even [34:33] flashes. Flashes so profound that I think I could never [34:36] forget them. And yet for the life of me I can't recall [34:39] them now. And yet they sustain me like meals that I [34:43] cannot remember the content of but are metabolized [34:46] and are a part of me here. These [34:50] flickers on have sustained me to keep walking even in [34:53] the dark when the light goes off. And in the dark now. [34:58] I remember what I saw in the light. I am not a pastor [35:02] who denies the fact that the lightbulb that time flickers [35:05] off. I am here in [35:09] spite of these seasons and to some degree the longer I [35:13] live I am now here because of them. I [35:19] am here because the light flickers off and I am here [35:23] because for me so far it has always flickered back on. [35:28] And after 47 years of this, the light is beginning to feel [35:32] like the reality to me. It is the thing. It [35:38] is the some thing, and I gotta tell you, it's beginning to [35:41] deeply feel like someone. In [35:45] the light there is a presence there that I can see. And [35:50] the presence is so strong that the darkness I [35:54] no longer experience the darkness as the absence. No [35:58] I no longer experience the darkness as proof that [36:01] God's not there. I experience [36:05] the darkness as being infused with what I can not see. [36:11] Light is not the absence of darkness. Darkness is the [36:15] absence of light. And even in absence [36:19] there is presence and the presence is pain. The [36:24] presence is a loss of feeling, sense, joy, [36:28] and peace. So even in the darkness, now my faith [36:32] is buoyed, because in the darkness I experience that [36:36] something by its obvious and painful absence. As an [36:39] old man told me at the grave of his wife. I would rather [36:42] hold on to her in pain and loss than any other in [36:46] flesh. In the [36:50] darkness I experience God by God's absence. As [36:55] Louis said, hunger is pain, hunger is the [36:59] absence of food. And in its absence and pain it [37:05] proves that there must be food there. Hebrews 11: 1 [37:09] says as much. Now faith is the evidence [37:15] of things that we can't see. And so [37:20] the beauty of the story now I understand. Is [37:25] not epiphany. Because [37:29] epiphany the church wisely decided is followed by the [37:33] season of lent. And we dare [37:37] not skip our way to a resurrection ascension or a [37:41] pentecost without journeying. Following [37:45] our god even into his own Gethsemane for the [37:49] disappearance is so vast that the prays until blood [37:52] drips from his flesh, even to his cross, for even [37:56] god experiences no epiphany. And [38:02] we hear god joined the human strain. My God, [38:07] my God, why have you forsaken me? [38:11] Oh but coming to himself [38:16] the next words out of his mouth are Emanuel. Into thy [38:20] hands father I commend my spirit. There [38:26] was no absence of God there could not have been for [38:29] he was God. But even God felt [38:34] the absence of God. Feel no shame. The [38:42] final thing I'll say before I read to you one of the most [38:45] important things that I have read in the history of our [38:48] church because it's a part of who we are is that [38:52] epiphanies do not happen always in instance. [38:58] More often than not, I think epiphanies are graduated [39:01] cumulating experiences with the divine. For me, that's [39:05] happened. And if you get around religious folks too [39:09] much and you come to church and just, and you begin [39:11] getting the sense that everybody's seeing. And [39:14] experiencing things that you have no capacity for, and [39:17] it makes you feel like, I don't even wanna go there, it [39:18] makes me feel worse. Please hear me. It [39:23] is true for some, but there's a bunch of others faking [39:26] it. Don't believe them. Epiphanies [39:31] are often gradual. And there's even biblical. Motif [39:35] for that. The Bible says Karen, that one day, Jesus [39:39] came into the presence of a blind man. And I promise [39:41] you there was Emanuel but there was no Epiphany [39:43] because he was blind, until Jesus said, I'm here. And [39:47] when the Epiphany audibly happened, the man [39:50] reached out tactiley and said, please mister, please [39:54] Lord. Touch me. You want [39:59] to see epiphany? Terry he reached and touched the [40:02] guy and the guy's eyes blinked and like a good doctor [40:06] the physician said tell me what you see? And [40:11] in every other occasion and this is the way I would [40:13] write them too Chris. Everybody said got it, done, good [40:18] touch. But this guy for the first time in his life [40:22] saw anything. And he may [40:26] have wrestled inside thinking, Brian am I an ingrate? I [40:30] mean, am I really gonna go back to [40:34] the guy who gave me the car and say would you mind [40:37] putting an air condition in it. But the guy blinked and [40:41] said you want me to be honest? Course I do. It [40:45] didn't not work but it didn't totally work. And [40:50] Jesus didn't say well something's wrong with you, Jesus [40:53] said [ LAUGH ]. [40:58] And the guy. Said that does it. And [41:03] I don't think the indication there is it's either gonna [41:06] take once or twice. I think the indication there is [41:09] somewhere in this dialectic between you and the divine [41:12] as many touches as it takes. He'll [41:17] keep touching if you keep asking. So you may not have [41:22] perfect faith today, but if you've got honest faith, God [41:25] works really well with that. In [41:31] light of the idea of process and graduation, [41:36] please hang with me. At [41:41] Grace Pointe we believe in god and we believe [41:45] in epiphany. We believe in the word of god. We [41:50] believe in the fact that god has spoken and yet speaks [41:53] to us and yet will speak to us. We [41:58] believe that in the beginning there was the word and [42:00] the word was with god and the word was god. And [42:04] we believe the word was not first written, but the word [42:08] was made flesh and dwelt among us. We believe in [42:12] the living word of God, and we believe the ultimate [42:15] expression of the living word of God is still in our midst [42:20] fleshly. We call this the body of Christ. Those [42:25] named in Heaven and Earth by the glorious name of [42:27] Jesus. We believe that God's presence and [42:31] image is invested in humans so deeply that the word of [42:34] the lord can and does come through people like you [42:38] and me. And there were things [42:42] in this. I walk away from this wondering so many times [42:45] did God speak through me? There were things in this [42:47] message today that were so good and so [42:52] off the beaten path that two or three times I said the [42:55] best stuff. And I had no idea I was going to say it. And [42:58] I'd never seen it til I saw it with you. And I literally feel [43:02] like that old preacher that said, oh take it easy on me [43:04] Lord, I'm an old man. I thought I'd ever saw that, that's [43:08] good, that's divine, and we believe in the priesthood [43:12] of believers. That's not my office, it's yours too. We [43:17] believe this is why Paul the Apostle said we should all [43:21] desire to prophecy, scary word, it simply means to be [43:24] a vessel of God's disclosure. We believe this is why [43:28] Paul said we should allow all to prophecy, and that no [43:31] one's a perfect prophet and all should judge, but this [43:34] is a sense, this is a picture of community together [43:37] hearing the world of the Lord through one another. In [43:42] light of this we believe the church should be [43:44] conversational. We believe the church should be [43:47] conversational both philosophically and practically. [43:53] By philosophically I mean we should have an attitude or [43:56] disposition of conversation if we are the true church. [44:01] Conversation should be the lens for which we view [44:04] ideas and community. I need [44:08] more than my eyes on a subject and more than my [44:10] heart on a subject. We remember that the body [44:14] of Christ is the flesh of God and the word was made [44:18] flesh. And we remember that we are only together. [44:22] That body of Christ. We are conversation [44:26] practically by encouraging intentional interaction via [44:30] assembly, Bible study, book clubs, life groups, support [44:34] groups, recovery groups, accountability groups, [44:37] Sunday school classes, you name it. [44:42] Some two and a half years ago this community joined [44:44] not only this culture at large but many subcommunities [44:47] within the religious community and even the Christian [44:50] church. Some two and a half years ago we [44:54] were thrust, I believe, by a divine wind. Into [44:58] a prayerful, mindful, painful, invigorating, careful, [45:03] and hopeful conversation regarding sexual orientation [45:07] and gender identity. One day [45:11] I will write a memoir, and [45:15] a large portion of that memoir will be about this life [45:18] giving experience. The book is not to be written yet [45:22] because the final chapters are not yet written. Suffice [45:27] to say there is much to be said about this part of our [45:29] church's journey. For me personally as your pastor, [45:34] I have been flawed, I have been successful. I [45:38] have been thrilled and exhilarated, and I have been [45:40] broken almost to the point where [45:45] I despaired of life. But [45:51] I have been encouraged. Today [45:55] I simply want to gather my own wits. Gather [46:01] my own heart and mind and acknowledge a result or [46:05] rather results of this conversation. I [46:10] acknowledged that conversations don't always in the [46:13] realm of mystery and god and human complexity. [46:16] Conversations don't, nor they should, always yield [46:19] conclusions. But they do yield practical results. [46:26] This particular conversation, which is only one [46:28] conversation, and I have fought hard for it not to be [46:31] the only conversation, lest we be a monolith and create [46:34] an idol of the situation that desires not to be an idol. [46:40] This conversation has yielded many different results [46:43] for us. The first of those results is we have learned [46:46] better the art of conversation which is a holy calling. [46:51] We have learned the art of conversation in tandem [46:55] with that insight he second thing we have learned. Or [47:00] accrued is the gift of virtues. He [47:04] have had nurtured and developed in us better the [47:08] virtues of humility, tolerance, forbearance, [47:13] meekness, gentleness, long- suffering, and listening. [47:18] We have been reminded that Jesus did not say, having [47:21] mouths to speak, they speak not. We are very good [47:24] with our mouths. But Jesus said the problem is having [47:28] ears to hear, they hear not. We have learned [47:32] the art of listening. Thirdly, we have learned [47:36] new insights about ourselves, which is not what we [47:38] desired to learn in the beginning. We went in willing [47:42] and open to learn about this other. But [47:46] ironically as the work of god often does we go looking [47:49] for one thing and find another. And in studying [47:53] carefully this other forensically, scientifically and [47:56] theologically if we were open in hearing. We [48:00] learned much about ourselves. Fourthly, [48:05] we have been graciously subjected to other people's [48:07] stories and they have been heartening, and they have [48:11] been heartbreaking. They have been stories [48:15] of joy unspeakable and they have been stories of [48:18] unspeakable pain. Fifthly, we [48:23] have accrued many new brothers and sisters. You are [48:26] here today because you are simply grateful to find a [48:29] place like ours, willing to engage in vital conversations [48:33] in spite of their difficulty. Thank you for coming, and [48:38] I know you're glad you found us and we're glad we [48:40] found you. Sixthly, when [48:46] the conversation began in earnest I acknowledged that [48:48] the position of grace point as it regards our sisters [48:53] and brothers who happen to not be heterosexual or [48:56] straight. I [49:01] acknowledge that the position of Grace Point was the [49:03] traditional classic position of a church that we all love [49:07] dear. And that position was [49:11] that these people who were not heterosexual [49:15] as we, they were welcome. And we even move beyond [49:20] many, giving them the privileges of membership, but [49:23] only partially. We gave them the privileges of [49:27] membership, I fed, up to the point of leadership. [49:32] I. e. leading in worship, serving on the board, bringing [49:36] being a life group leader, et cetera, et cetera. I [49:42] said that we'd give them partial membership not only [49:45] in terms of leadership but in terms of sacrament. The [49:49] most dearest sacraments, baptism and the Lord's [49:51] supper, we extended to them. But the earthly [49:55] sacraments, the human sacraments of child dedication [49:58] and marriage, not so. Partial leadership and partial [50:01] sacrament was our olive branch. I [50:06] also acknowledge that this position would continue as [50:09] the conversation ensued. I said if this conversation [50:13] was to be a conversation in earnest we could not [50:16] predict, nor should we rush, to a conclusion. In [50:21] varied forms, I and other leaders said at this time, [50:25] which has never been quoted back to me. But [50:31] the next part has been quoted often to me. I [50:35] said at this time. These, our [50:39] brothers and sisters, will not be in leadership nor [50:42] receive full sacrament at this [50:47] time. It was strange to me then [50:51] and even now. And yet I understand because I [50:53] understand both sides. Strangely, [50:58] we told them they could serve in certain capacities. We [51:01] would take much of their grunt work. They were [51:03] allowed to wash feet. And we would certainly accept [51:06] their tithe and offerings. But in terms of their gifts of [51:09] song and teaching and leadership and pastoral care [51:13] these gifts were restricted. This [51:18] position for some was too painful. And [51:22] they could not bare it. They [51:28] had loved the Lord too long. They [51:32] had loved us too long. And the grief [51:36] of this was too great for them and they could not bear [51:39] it. [51:41] And they separated from us. For [51:46] them, I had no judgement then nor do I have [51:49] judgement now. For [51:54] these. Brothers and sisters, I [51:58] can scarcely imagine what their life and experience [52:01] even since childhood has been. And so we learned [52:05] a sixth thing, and it has been the most painful for me [52:09] of lessons. We learned the grace of separation. And [52:16] I have been so thankful. [ COUGH ] [52:21] That we have learned that grace so well. We have [52:25] navigated this process that even those who have left us [52:29] have been gracious. I have no horror stories to tell. [52:33] Well, a couple. But mostly no horror stories to tell. But [52:40] we lost not only these who could bear the pain of [52:45] partial inclusion no longer. We [52:49] lost also other brothers and sisters who were on the [52:53] other side. Who so deeply [52:57] believed they knew God's heart on this matter and [52:59] sincerely believed they knew God's heart on this [53:02] matter as being opposed to any expression [53:07] of mutual human adult sexuality other than theirs. [53:13] These people we lost because. In spite of [53:17] the fact that they loved Grace Point and they loved all [53:20] of us and they loved their gay brothers and sisters. [53:26] They could not bare even a conversation lest it [53:30] promised to yield the conclusion they already had. And [53:36] I do not blame them. They're on their journey and I'm [53:39] on mine. And on either side of the fence I [53:43] would remind you, blessed are merciful for [53:48] they shall receive mercy. For [53:53] all of us, those who have been left on both sides and [53:56] those two sides remain in this place, this [54:01] has at the least been painful and at times devastating. [54:07] On the night of the first conversation that evening [54:10] portended my journey to come. For as I walked in my [54:15] house, wrecked and ravaged of heart, weary, mentally [54:19] and soul- torn, I collapsed in the floor at the foot of my [54:23] bed and my phone rang. On the end, was [54:27] perhaps the dearest friend in the world I have. And [54:31] he was in the first group. Who had loved too long, both [54:35] the lord and me. The grief was too great. And [54:40] he wept profusely into the phone, and [54:44] he told me that I had betrayed him. And [54:50] there was no dial, and there was no vial, no vitriol. His [54:54] heart was broken. And [54:57] I lay on the floor and I thought kill me. I [55:04] thought my what a man King must have been with all of [55:07] his frailties to stand between Farrakhan and Malcolm [55:12] on one side and hating whites on the other. Efforting [55:16] to build a bridge and all mercy for both. And [55:21] i thought I am not that man. I [55:26] hung up the phone from my betrayed friend and [55:31] within seconds another phone call came from a dear [55:34] friend. And he was devastated, angry, and betrayed [55:38] that I would even intimate that this might possibly need [55:42] a conversation. In [55:46] close, I [55:49] am sure the conversation as yielded many other things [55:51] than these and I am sure it will yield more yet to [55:55] come. But I do want to, and need to tell [56:00] you, finally, today one other result that the [56:02] conversation has yielded. It has not yielded this result [56:07] unanimously or exhaustively, but sufficiently. [56:15] And that is that our position that these siblings of ours. [56:20] Other than heterosexual. Our position that these are [56:24] siblings cannot have the full privileges of membership [56:28] but only partial membership has changed. Yes. [56:36] [ APPLAUSE ]. [56:41] And as loudly as I hear the claps of hands I hear even [56:45] more loudly the hands that are not clapping, and I love [56:49] you. And you love me. [56:54] And you are no hater I [57:00] know you too well. Full [57:06] privileges are extended now to you with the same [57:08] expectations of faithfulness, sobriety, holiness, [57:12] wholeness, fidelity, godliness, skill, and willingness. [57:17] as expected of all. Full [57:22] membership means being able to swerve in leadership [57:25] and give all of your gifts and to receive all the [57:28] sacraments, not only communion and baptism, but [57:31] child education and marriage. And [57:36] I implore. You. Whether [57:43] you ever worship here again or whether you [57:47] come back next week happier than you've ever been. [57:53] When all else fails love never fails. You [57:58] are mine and I am yours. An [58:03] inclusion means that we can live together in [58:07] agreement and disagreement. But [58:12] if this stretches you to the point of having to [58:16] compromise your soul. And you do need to separate. I [58:20] would be a hypocrite to say I don't understand that. [58:25] Because conversely my soul has been stretched to the [58:28] point that if I do not say what I say today [58:32] I cannot be here any longer. And I am not a [58:37] bully nor a dictator. I have felt [58:41] this way for many, many years. But i love the body [58:45] of Christ. I believe in the body of Christ. And as a [58:47] shepherd God has called me to this place. I have done [58:51] it perfectly. I have done it with failures and [58:56] frailties along the way. And I am not sure I am right, [59:02] but I am sure I sense the presence of God, and I know [59:04] I'm doing my best. And I believe [59:08] before God Almighty, to this we have been called, and [59:12] here we stand. And [59:18] if, dear Barnabas, we can go together. Then, [59:23] let's proclaim the gospel. If dear Barnabas [59:28] hear we separate, Godspeed. Godspeed. [59:35] Until we meet again, because no one knows, dear [59:38] brothers and sisters, what our journeys will do. But [59:44] may we commit to those journeys knowing that the [59:47] greatest guide is the guide of love. Amen. [1:00:00] [ APPLAUSE ]. [1:00:10] [ APPLAUSE ] [1:00:19] And because my heart cannot bear now. to [1:00:25] see. May we all stand, [1:00:30] not in agreement or disagreement, but to do what all [1:00:33] of us can do. And that's pray for one another. As [1:00:39] we all stand this prayer for Christians lord. Not [1:00:44] as in agreement over [1:00:49] the issue at hand, but as we all stand agreeing [1:00:54] to pray. We [1:00:59] pray, Lord. And [1:01:03] gratitude for [1:01:07] the guidance of your loving spirit. And [1:01:11] we pray Lord from all sides that [1:01:17] love would heal our hearts. And [1:01:22] that love would do its work until finally on that fate [1:01:26] filled day we stand one, as [1:01:32] you and the Father sweet Christ are one. Until [1:01:37] that day. May we be good to one another. We [1:01:42] pray this in Christ's name. And God's [1:01:46] people said. Amen. 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