--- description: "How much do I beat up on myself about the fact that he's my son? A lot," he tells the 'New Yorker' title: Peter Lanza, Father of Sandy Hook Killer, Speaks Out image: https://static.time.com/v3/assets/bltea6093859af6183b/bltde093bcdab65f2d0/6988d9b9bc6cfc69913e2a3c/time-logo.jpg?branch=production --- * [U.S.](/section/us/) ## U.S. Update your preferences in [Account Settings](/account/preferences/) Close # Father of Sandy Hook Killer Breaks Silence ## Video: Sandy Hook Dad Reflects on Meeting With Shooter's Father [Watch (HLS stream): Sandy Hook Dad Reflects on Meeting With Shooter's Father](https://cdn.jwplayer.com/manifests/WAoYH0Bl.m3u8) (1:07)  _Published 2013-12-05. Neil Heslin, whose child was killed in the Sandy Hook shooting, appeared on CNN's 'Piers Morgan Live' to talk about meeting with Adam Lanza's father._ by [Nate Rawlings](/author/nate-rawlings/) ## Nate Rawlings Update your preferences in [Account Settings](/account/preferences/) Close Mar 10, 2014 11:44 AM CUT by [Nate Rawlings](/author/nate-rawlings/) ## Nate Rawlings Update your preferences in [Account Settings](/account/preferences/) Close Mar 10, 2014 11:44 AM CUT The father of Adam Lanza, who killed 20 young children and six adults in Newtown, Conn., in December 2012, has broken his silence for the first time, [telling the _New Yorker_](http://www.newyorker.com/reporting/2014/03/17/140317fa%5Ffact%5Fsolomon "undefined") about his son, “You can’t get any more evil.” Peter Lanza, a finance executive who divorced Adam’s mother Nancy in 2009, spoke with the _New Yorker_ writer Andrew Solomon during several extensive interviews leading up to a 7,600-word story published on Monday. “You can’t get any more evil,” Peter said of his son. “How much do I beat up on myself about the fact that he’s my son? A lot.” On Dec. 14, 2012, 20-year-old Adam Lanza [went on a shooting rampage](http://nation.time.com/2012/12/15/twenty-brighter-stars-shocked-conn-town-mourns-its-slain-children/ "undefined") at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Conn. Before the massacre, Adam fatally shot his mother Nancy. As first responders arrived at the school, he shot himself in the head. It was one of the deadliest mass shootings in U.S. history and prompted a national debate about gun control. More than a year after the shooting, Peter described his son’s upbringing. He said that by the time Adam entered middle school, “it was crystal clear something was wrong.” Adam was diagnosed with Asperger syndrome, but his father thinks that had little to do with the eventual shootings. “Asperger’s makes people unusual, but it doesn’t make people like this,” he told Solomon. “With hindsight, I know Adam would have killed me in a heartbeat, if he’d had the chance,” Peter said. After the shootings, he shied away from the press, but said he broke his silence because “I want people to be afraid of the fact that this could happen to them.” \[[_New Yorker_](http://www.newyorker.com/reporting/2014/03/17/140317fa%5Ffact%5Fsolomon "undefined")\] ```json [{"@context":"https://schema.org","@type":"NewsArticle","@id":"https://time.com/17984/father-of-sandy-hook-killer-breaks-silence/","mainEntityOfPage":{"@type":"WebPage","@id":"https://time.com/17984/father-of-sandy-hook-killer-breaks-silence/"},"headline":"Father of Sandy Hook Killer Breaks Silence","datePublished":"2014-03-10T11:44:13.000Z","dateModified":"2026-04-13T08:54:58.806Z","description":"The father of Sandy Hook shooter Adam Lanza is speaking about his son publicly for the first time in a new interview, more than a year after Lanza killed 20 children and six adults at a Newtown, Conn., elementary school","url":"https://time.com/17984/father-of-sandy-hook-killer-breaks-silence/","keywords":["Living","mass shootings","Gun Violence"],"thumbnailUrl":"","author":[{"@type":"Person","name":"Nate Rawlings","jobTitle":null,"url":"https://time.com/author/nate-rawlings/"}],"articleSection":"U.S.","image":[],"publisher":{"@type":"Organization","name":"Time","url":"https://time.com/","logo":{"@type":"ImageObject","url":"https://time.com/images/logo.png","width":528,"height":156},"foundingDate":"March 3, 1923","sameAs":["https://www.facebook.com/time","https://www.instagram.com/time/?hl=en","https://twitter.com/time","https://www.pinterest.com/timemagazine"]}},{"@context":"https://schema.org","@type":"BreadcrumbList","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"item":{"@id":"/section/us/","name":"U.S."}},{"@type":"ListItem","position":2,"item":{"@id":"https://time.com/17984/father-of-sandy-hook-killer-breaks-silence/","name":"Father of Sandy Hook Killer Breaks Silence"}}]},{"@context":"https://schema.org","@type":"VideoObject","name":"Sandy Hook Dad Reflects on Meeting With Shooter's Father","description":"Neil Heslin, whose child was killed in the Sandy Hook shooting, appeared on CNN's 'Piers Morgan Live' to talk about meeting with Adam Lanza's father.","thumbnailUrl":"https://cdn.jwplayer.com/v2/media/WAoYH0Bl/poster.jpg?width=720","uploadDate":"2013-12-05T14:05:02.000Z","contentUrl":"https://cdn.jwplayer.com/manifests/WAoYH0Bl.m3u8","embedUrl":"https://time.com/17984/father-of-sandy-hook-killer-breaks-silence/","duration":"PT1M7S","potentialAction":{"@type":"SeekToAction","target":"https://time.com/17984/father-of-sandy-hook-killer-breaks-silence/?jw_start={seek_to_second_number}","startOffset-input":"required name=seek_to_second_number"}}] ```